kiss me, beneath the milky twilight.

6:02 AM JUST PART OF IT....
SUPERDUPER shoppin mall ever-MIDVALLEY
FEASTING
POOLING


i've been hanging out so much lately and plus my staying in and out in malaysia like freeflows
for real. i'm like half malaysian...haha.
frens and relatives at Malaysia are so solicitous i just love them deep deep down in my heart. thanks for providing food and transport and a luxurous night life. it's totally wonderful.
Shoppin at KL was a blast and there were loads of exotic food . i sweared everyone was as crazy as me. i totally banged my dad;s MAYBANK account haha-he knows nth abt it. well, i spent nearly 1000rm.
in singapore, it was fun too albeit the higher prices. Pooling itself cost a bomb.

in retrospect, my days were really unproductive . what more can i say? somesay it was waste of my youth. but i think not of it. it was rather waste of money. Now i have to find a job while i'm studying, rather playing in JC.

still,so long now as my life awaits
All i really want is to be happy and of course lucky too.
XOXO

i'm not kidding
i'm done
ta-ra

awaiting for 2007 <3

5:58 AM THIS NIGHT,whatever it may be.......

1:15 AM at the funeral wake

8:18 AM Richard fung- my most lovable uncle
he always so hospitable and solicitous to us. always bring us out without hard feelings when we visit KL. So caring and lovable since i was a small kid. so kind and generous to provide us free contact lens and spectacles for us willingly and that we did not appreciate it. he is always smiling to us....

i was so shocked when i recieved the news of my dearest uncle unfortunate death
i was at genting at that time with my relatives and my mother and i immediately went down to KL to visit them. We all burst into tears once we heard that esp my traumatised aunty who was so so so depressed and grief stricken. far more worst was that i spent a few days with him before he left us. he suffered from colon carcinoma. initially the singapore doctor said it was liver infection but after his supposed operation, the doctors actually told us that the operation could not be done and that the viruses has already spread to his liver and he was reaching the third stage of his cancer-so the operation was actually useless and my uncle suffered the pain of his flesh for nothing!. after his operation, he was sent back to malaysia. since after his operation, he suffered tremendously from his chemotherapy which had my powerful side effects on him- he could not eat, sleep and he kept vomiting. he treasured every single moments with his wife and family. his cancer was so sudden and fast that it spread to all his body. he was definately suffering as the viruses tortured his internal organs. Although everyone was there to give him our every requisite support, we could not take away the pysical pain but instead suffered emotionally. although he took many vitamins and his medicine , his body could not absorbed but vomit everything out..... although he was weak, he could actually remember every single person and he knew whats goin on. he even told my mother that he was really suffering and he told her to look after his child and wife. before he left, he still ask me to go shop around in KL and still can crack jokes and i can;t believe that he actually goin to leave us. 1
17-02-06 my cousins told me that he was admitted to the hospital and the doctor told them that he was about to go. his legs was cold and he was bleeding from inside of his body out of hisnose and mouth.....he tried to open his eyes and talked to them....however his heart stop just as our hearts had broken down....why did god not give him a chance...he had not even enjoy his fruits of his success with his family and he needed to leave unwillingly from them...why? he needed to see his son grow up and the enjoy old live with his wife- my dear auntie
everyone at the funeral wake was downcast esp my auntie and my tears just kept flowing.
my dad and cousin then drove to KL too. everyone could not bear him to leave us. after all the prayers, i really hope he could find peace in heaven and now that he need not suffer the pain from his illness, he need to leave us.
i stayed at Kl for a couple of days to accompany my aunty and i did not know how to comfort her. she is definately goin thru a very tough time. Now that she and eden is in singapore, we find many ways to help her try to forget all the bad times...

4:03 AM

SKINNY FREAK!!!

8:18 AM I too lazy to relate my day n penning downn my thoughts
let the visual do the work!


7:12 AM


8:42 AM TACKLES THE SUBJECT OF WEIGHT LOSS
i think i had nothing better to do so i decided to just blog down my favourite story book which i felt it is useful to DIETERS!!!
i know a hungry person is certainly a insane,fuming, sulky man
this is perfectly true as i experienced it myself
this author told us about her own complicated live on how she became from a scrawny women to an obesed and had an eating disorder mother. after which she was resolved and she indeed lost up tp 40 kg. thats amazing!
here are some of the tips i had taken from the book
* shake ur booty
*dealing ur hunger pangs
-drink water to fill u up. it's perhaps you are dehydrated and not hungry
-always keep muesli bars in your bag
-eat slowly as ur body need time to recognise that it's full
-if it fails , eat some fruit. it's low fat and good for health!
* watch the size of ur meals
* never skip meals as it slows down ur metabolism rate
* must have breakfast
*keep a food diary
*dun snack in between meals
discover new low-fat snakcs
* a big no no to fatty food-cookies,cakes,chocolates,chips,pizza,fried food,butter
*no alcohol, junk food
*eat more fruits and vegetables
*eat less sugar and salt and all processed food as they contains loads of trans fats
*drink more water
*try to distract urself when u are hungry
*set small goals
* most importantly EXERCISE!!!!

partly because of the media lots of ppl believe that
thin is
POWER
CONTROL
SUCCESS
BEAUTY
ACCEPTANCE
POPULARITY
U ARE NOT JUDGED AS MUCH

well, i think all these are bullshit
most importantly is our own health that is concerned

8:28 AM greedy grad
i just love this place- CLOUD 9 in genting
pasta-prawn aglio linguine , my fav!
hea and me
today i went to TY for some trial with heather
the whole class was so humoruos and had a frolic time
the instructor-saumik was damn funny
i just couldn't what he heck his talking lol
well, but i got the burn 500 calories , isn;t it great
but we at the same time indulge as much after that- thus it's balance


10:18 AM

omg , i slept like a pig today and i woke up just in time for lunchie
well head of to town today to meet hea and her gang first to catch up for the movie 9.56 a korean horror movie- damn petrifying and i was scared out of my wits
went shoppin again! and a brought 2 vintage tops and a belt too. it was indeed a satisfying trip this time :)
afterwhich went to meet up with lawrence and a japanese for an job interview in this ladies fashion boutique at hereen
i really pray that it would be successful and i really need this job very much!!!
i just can't drain off my money till it's dry!!!
i hope it would be receiving her call!
headed to EC later for supper and slacked there for moment b4 my dad fetched us home.
pls lead my hp *ringring* tmr


RING RING!!!

11:09 PM










10:41 PM


CAMBRIDGE PICS!!!!
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