kiss me, beneath the milky twilight.

8:18 AM Richard fung- my most lovable uncle
he always so hospitable and solicitous to us. always bring us out without hard feelings when we visit KL. So caring and lovable since i was a small kid. so kind and generous to provide us free contact lens and spectacles for us willingly and that we did not appreciate it. he is always smiling to us....

i was so shocked when i recieved the news of my dearest uncle unfortunate death
i was at genting at that time with my relatives and my mother and i immediately went down to KL to visit them. We all burst into tears once we heard that esp my traumatised aunty who was so so so depressed and grief stricken. far more worst was that i spent a few days with him before he left us. he suffered from colon carcinoma. initially the singapore doctor said it was liver infection but after his supposed operation, the doctors actually told us that the operation could not be done and that the viruses has already spread to his liver and he was reaching the third stage of his cancer-so the operation was actually useless and my uncle suffered the pain of his flesh for nothing!. after his operation, he was sent back to malaysia. since after his operation, he suffered tremendously from his chemotherapy which had my powerful side effects on him- he could not eat, sleep and he kept vomiting. he treasured every single moments with his wife and family. his cancer was so sudden and fast that it spread to all his body. he was definately suffering as the viruses tortured his internal organs. Although everyone was there to give him our every requisite support, we could not take away the pysical pain but instead suffered emotionally. although he took many vitamins and his medicine , his body could not absorbed but vomit everything out..... although he was weak, he could actually remember every single person and he knew whats goin on. he even told my mother that he was really suffering and he told her to look after his child and wife. before he left, he still ask me to go shop around in KL and still can crack jokes and i can;t believe that he actually goin to leave us. 1
17-02-06 my cousins told me that he was admitted to the hospital and the doctor told them that he was about to go. his legs was cold and he was bleeding from inside of his body out of hisnose and mouth.....he tried to open his eyes and talked to them....however his heart stop just as our hearts had broken down....why did god not give him a chance...he had not even enjoy his fruits of his success with his family and he needed to leave unwillingly from them...why? he needed to see his son grow up and the enjoy old live with his wife- my dear auntie
everyone at the funeral wake was downcast esp my auntie and my tears just kept flowing.
my dad and cousin then drove to KL too. everyone could not bear him to leave us. after all the prayers, i really hope he could find peace in heaven and now that he need not suffer the pain from his illness, he need to leave us.
i stayed at Kl for a couple of days to accompany my aunty and i did not know how to comfort her. she is definately goin thru a very tough time. Now that she and eden is in singapore, we find many ways to help her try to forget all the bad times...