OMG
have not done my JAE
there are so many issues in life which emcompasses every aspects
every choices make a significant one
my parents just gave me to much freedom that i can do whatever i want
and now, i feel so lost in a vast of barren and desolate desert
disoriented n forlorn abt what i want to do in my future pathway
i feel that there is no alternatives in my prospec
arts or science? that is my question
srjc or yjc/innova? that is my question
jc or poly? that is my question
to take what courses? lead to another question
so it goes on and on and on
whatever it is, i just go to the flow
as i really not sure of what i want to be and do in future.
i just can't fathom why this time i didn meet my goal
everytime i make a decision or target, i would fully commit myself and attain my acheivements
but this time, i'm fully disappointed
therefore i think life is not without embellishments and adornment
expectations i guess is the worst nightmare
however, if we do not have expectations, life is just useless and meaningless
whatever chance comes upon me i'lljust take like a free good
so so so
the bottomline is life is not the end here
so this is the lowdown of my showdown
i think i made some digression in this entry
whatever it is
i'm still happy as i am
and like u as i always do althought i regretted it
:)
The Girl: Gradys Tan