kiss me, beneath the milky twilight.

7:23 AM a stream of consciousness have been flowing through my mind unconsciously
never have i been wanting to be alone for a long time
yea i'm all alone no one to seek to , initially i felt helpless
but then it gives me time to myself searching my inner thoughts
You fall in love every once in a while but to fall truely in love doesn't come easy.
I did find it
But i caused for it to walk away yet he still listens and loves me from afar
He loves me for who i am and i love him for who he is
How foolish i am and my imperfections that took me away from my inner self
the kind of flawless i want to be
the once words that filled with angels now with demons
still so constant, yet so different
i always wonder, where is my fighting chance?

2:20 AM A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
"She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me\

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this aroundI know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

10:48 PM i think i have to list our short,medium and long-term goals then seriosuly
categorise them in order of their impotance...

6:17 AM
STAR OPEN SKY


5:58 AM the beauty in love , to me, is just like a poppy flower,
it is fragile and delicate,yet also very strong
it is hardly enough to grow by a polluted city street
but then it dies very quickly
each time i fell in love
its similarly contrasting,intriguing

9:36 PM the sun is finally out today after much pouring days
maybe because my honey bear will be back today!

he painted the sun for me today
to give the warmth that i never recieved for the past cold days
and that you can't recieved from me either
you are missed by me

7:53 AM



this week was a very tiring and busy one
definitely not because of studying but becasue my aunty and my cousin came to
singapore from malaysia for vacation
this is why i have been goin out for the past few days
shopping,eating with my relatives and had a photoshoot with elieen at clarke quay.
been having fun but the moody weather put us off
it has been raining for days and i feel cold all the time
and i just sent my relatives off today at tanjong railway station
i'll miss them







7:43 AM lemon chicken rice at habour front hawker centre
friedrice
champion keeper!

cutest lil thing on earth




7:39 AM


thanls for all the wishes and gifts
and greatly grateful of all those:)


7:28 AM Based on my birthday(facebook application)
27FEB
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a loving person. Your Love, You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

my strength :) Optimistic, brilliantly sociable and motivated to win the best in life
my weaknesses :( Unrealistic, stubborn and reluctant to confront problems
jobs i should persue :Politicians and media men

7:25 AM


5:01 AM MY COMMON TEST OFFICIALLY ENDED TODAY
i swear i'm goin to hang loose like never before
after all the late night studying
organic chemistry,macro-fiscal monetary folicies and all the neroune transmission,calvin cycle....
influx of coffee making me awake potentially
its now the time to


rejuvenate me