gradys's emotions

2009-06-21T11:02:00.000-07:00

http://only-reminiscenes.blogspot.com/

2009-06-04T11:49:00.000-07:00

MOVED

2009-05-23T01:54:00.000-07:00

I have to decide and not be regretful about it

Do i have the
Toughness
that will look like
unreachable bitterness
unstoppable resilience
Tenderness
the raw vulnerabaility of a never-healing wound
Kindness
so deep it heals every wound it touches

nonetheless i will give my very best

2009-05-17T22:13:00.000-07:00

Valerie says : GRADYSS I MISS YOUR SILLY WILLY FACE

miss you and your crappiness

2009-05-15T01:59:00.000-07:00

i can't believe that i'm actually a workaholic
been working compulsively for the past few weeks
and took a roadshow job for listerine as promoter
i sweared it was draining ( thanks to jeremy haha)
and i swear i need to put back some sanity into my life
im quittin soon and going to have some real enjoyment in life

'you make me happy'
what should i do?

2009-05-15T00:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 19th AMELIA :))

some friends can make you feel like they are worth time and effort.
love ya

Everything will be fine soon

XOXO

2009-05-05T08:55:00.001-07:00

OMG finally NTU sent me a letter and i really got my first choice of biological Science
i'm really really confused for deliberating what i wanna do in future
but mine time i'm just goin to wait for the rest of the local universities
anyway congrats tiffianie for recieving the acceptance letter from SMU

HEEBIE-JEEBIES
JITTERY

HAPPY BD MOM

2009-05-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

Deliberating between the 2 punny cakes

Raspberry Earl Grey Chocolate cake from Marriott. It appeared on straits times before. So its a must-try!

At pizza hut when we were collecting the awesome cake we ordered at marriott hotel

charlotte and me

Well as you can see i just celebrated my mom's birthday day which is so near to Mother's day after me and family went jogging at the stadium and i sweared today is the rarest occasion where we can get together and i really felt great. Also, my sister and i finally had the time for retail therapy since eons cos our different schedule and we went around town to hunt for the suitable cake for my moms birthday. We were strolling aimlessly and ended up at Marriotts for no reason haha. After having some time deliberating between the 2 cakes that we ordered to have a try ( not sample ) we finally made our choice of having the Raspberry one. Shawn came town to meet me and insisted that we go fishing at pasir ris after we had dined at white sands and it was totally madness and hysteria when we spent 4 rangy hours to catch ONE fish.

2009-05-05T08:05:00.000-07:00

its been awhile since im able to have a abundant time to wonder in the cyberspace

again i have been to into working that i forgot the important dates! ( sorry abt that) haha

it happens all the time when im so engaged and just last wednesday we are able to draw time to let loose girls! amelia wasn working at butter! and once again girlfrens we are goin to let loose and put our hairs down this week

2009-04-26T01:33:00.000-07:00

I believe
we all have one true love
Somewhere in this world, I do
When it seemed all my dreams were falling through
That’s when I found you

I believe for every heart that whispers in the dark
There’s a ray of light somewhere, shining through
It was sink or swim when the tide came in I found myself

I believe for every door that’s closing
For every heartbreak there’s hope for something new
From the ashes rise a glimpse of paradise
Yes it flickered in your eyes

When I found you
I found the closest thing to heaven
Yes, in you I found
The deepest love I knew
I believe, yes, its true
I found myself when I found you

2009-04-24T01:28:00.000-07:00

People judge and that is what that is so annoying but the unfortunate truth is people like you and i do.Dare say i judge. I am open to opinions although honestly, half the time i don't give a shit about them especially for people do not have the guts to deal with it openly but inconclusively. Why so? But I love who i love and i may not be the most dainty girl on this planet but i have the gathered courage to face my demons head on. Understand?

2009-04-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hardcore exercising

omg i cant believe that me and amelia went to JOG around gardens right after our work which ends at 3.30 am and people will most prolly think that we had risen up early and the day later i went to play badminton at parway CC with keith,michelle,dick and sharon for 4 hours. i sweared my body starts to feel the effect of overexercising.i'm goin to amelia's house now to stay over and we are planning to JOG again the next morning!

2009-04-18T14:03:00.000-07:00

OMG i want to have a dog or whatever animal
and why did my interview include animal rights damn

kinda ironic

2009-04-18T00:30:00.000-07:00

Let's keep

Giving out

Breaking down

I'm falling

Head keeps telling me,

this can't be worth all of this

Holding on to my heart,

feel the rush

I'm ready to run forever

I'm holding it together'

Cause I'm coming to you

I don't know how far I've got

but I don't care

I'm not gonna

stop running

I know you're somewhere runnin' straight to me

Don't stop runnin'

Don't stop

2009-04-17T15:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 19 BIRHDAY BERNARD Ladies night

much love

Aww his only 3 wishes

1.That all the ladies will become prettier

2.That all the ladies will find thier right partner

3.unknown - have to ask him

:))

BBQ

2009-04-16T01:24:00.000-07:00

Feeling off-colour?

2009-04-14T04:17:00.000-07:00

finally smu called me to be shortlisted for an interview tomorrow :))

retail therapy, like a GIRL

2009-04-11T10:42:00.000-07:00

Me, amelia and tiffianie

XIN WANG HONGKONG CAFE

i swear the portions are ponderous

we barely finished everything

RETAIL THERAPY

on a rainy good friday before our work

Thanks Zq for giving me a "surprise" call and i have to thank you for that though

Thanks for someone our lunch date has altered to dinner date ( haha no hard feelings aye )

anyway another retail therapy wont hurt that much as we had a awesome time spent together and spent our baby portion of our pay. all our us had received some rewards. i'll skip the details.

But i must definitely remind myself not to overspend cos i have to SAVE and i;m going to start work at a regular schedule and my survey job in the day soon.

ILUMA

2009-04-11T10:06:00.000-07:00

ILUMA

Coffeebeans at ILUMA

Love this dress that i bought !

me and Fiona ( we didn know that David archuleta was there on that day and that explains why there was a pool of people at the background )

I took a rest this week from work because i'm really really so drained out

i just need some time with my folks whom i have been neglecting,my house which needs some showering, friends i have yet to catch up with and not to forget about myself. i have to PAMPER and REJUVENATE myself

we had Coffeebeans at ILUMA a near shopping mall just beside bugis street and i sweared we all suffered from SBS a term i just learnt from my sister as she took civil and environmental engineering course.
The term "sick building syndrome" (SBS) is used to describe situations experience comfort effects that appear to be linked to time spent in a building. So iluma occupants like us did suffer unknown unexpected headaches. isnt it interesting ?

so take note of that someday

2009-04-06T10:07:00.000-07:00

Whats the opposite of two?

The lonely me, the lonely you

lookin at the picture i dun mind havin a date there

COS

2009-03-29T14:20:00.000-07:00

A great movie ,a adaptaton of the shopaholic series by sophie kinsella.i m like reading them right now. it was really a good catch and i like the part when she said guys are not like credit cards as they will not ever decline you when you overspent it.so dun embrace your credit cards too much aye.

i felt so accomplished today cos i went jogging today at the garden near my house!

2009-03-25T07:41:00.000-07:00

FOODIE

Lately, i ve been busy deliberating what am i gonna do in my little book of life. Been thinkin which courses that would put me into a right page and for the subsequent chapters. Considering that fact that i'm only 19, i'm quite a underachiever trying to seek whats right for me. i really need someone to give me some ammunition. ive been thinkin biological science or sociology. do i imagine myself workin my ass off in the laboratory or reading my brains off ?or do i see myself giving what i have in that small department in my brain solely for knowledge to the students. hrmm but cant conceive seriously. haha right now theres a bookmark to it, been busy working,saving up money with some retail therapy and hangs out. i wanted to change my job so i must really stop procrastinating. but i'm waiting for my survey job to call me hopefully they have some projects for me

Life and the next best thing?

totally random but pls dun watch hotel for dogs

2009-03-20T01:26:00.000-07:00

We were letting go of something special

i just applied for NUS
have been delibrating for superlong for what courses to take
i'm goin to apply for SMU and NTU soon
sometimes i just wish i did better

2009-03-15T10:43:00.000-07:00

something unique

2009-03-13T01:55:00.000-07:00

i'm not convinced
i'll not be
just becos you are
i want to convince you
just becos i have faith
i want you to be
i really want you
there are no reason to it
have faith in me
have faith in you
no matter what
i'll wait
i'll see
and
there will be

2009-03-09T04:23:00.000-07:00

Loves!

Thanks for the pizzas and cookies i really appreciate it from loof

Thanks for the flamming waterfall although it almost murdered me

Thanks my prents for the durian cake and dinner

Thanks fiona for ur flower and saccharine sweet card

Thanks kelly,zq,val for everything being there for me

now that i'm 19 and A lvl is over, i should plan wats right ahead of me

progession is paramount and i have to forget past transition and every phase

in retrospect, although i didn really put in much effort

i glad of my results even though its not that awesome

Hope for the best

its not about happenstance,you have to fly and take a chance

eventful day

2009-03-02T18:57:00.000-08:00

Dimsum for Supper @ geylang

On our way to KM8 with ryan and lingfeng

i heard loof is taking over it soon and its last day would be on

28th march, it is a must go place

cos the ambience is awesome!

Cableski!@ ski360 EastCoast Park

This is my first time water skiing though its not pulled by boat

it was an amazing experience though i can't complete one circuit haha

Definitely gonna try again someday

cos i'm a noob on that day and hes quite pro at it.

Jianling with the ski board

HELLO

6th MARCH, 2.30 pm

is the last Major examination results of what Singapore's ministers would term it as ' tertiary education. The First and last day of hell where we are gonna get back our A level results no matter what. The degree comes next and it is no longer a novelty kind of thing neither is it a qualification that is going to impress people. But what i would wanna say is that we should pursue our passion instead. extensively.

Whatever outcome it is

in retrospect, i know i didn really put in much hard works

Close my eyes and ears

All the best everyone

* crossing mouth *

2009-02-15T07:30:00.000-08:00

Humans get sick and tired of each other

Humans get scared

I'm human

But i'm not tired

i'm just scared

2009-02-11T00:41:00.000-08:00

Shoes all just cost abt $20!

it cost about 45000 won = 48 singdollars after i had a hard time bargainin with the salegirlbut i had a difficult time trying the size of the shoes as i had to remove 3layers of socks pls
their size numbers are different
in korea mine size is 235= 6.5

I really miss korea's shopping paradise especially their underground shoppin mall which gives you a wide range of supreme shoes,bags and clothings!! and it keeps you away from the cold

but DOOTA shoppin mall is the best
http://www.doota.com/

we love their exotic products at their 7eleven stalls

always sneaked out in the middle of thenight to grab them

korea 's product is super cheap if you get it from there

especially their BB cream which is now the craze amongst girls

Got this really cheap accessorize bag from the factory outlet stalls

it cost only 5000 won = love this pair of vintage heels from korea

2009-02-09T01:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 21ST MY SISTER
birthday girl and her special one
ohhno i haven bought her any present yet

but i'll get her one soon!

my parents look so sleepy haha

let visuals do the saying!!!

2009-02-08T21:48:00.000-08:00

GOODBYE KOREA

messy messy room

Celebrating CNY in mysia with my auntie and some distant relatives

i can't believe me and my sister had spent ten days in malaysia and korea and back to malaysia then to singapore. becos the air ticket from mysia to SG cost about 540 RM. freakin expensive

Smelly shoes! eee aarr

worldcup stadium!

korea's street

Random shots

eden peeing!

Last day in korea :(

KOREA!!

2009-02-08T20:13:00.000-08:00

i hope this gigantic teddy bear is mine!

i'm on a ship

Rotating Bar at sun cruise hotel

super duper cold ( -6 )

i simply love this EVERLAND themepark

but we didn get to ride all the games as we barely moved our legs

they were like frozen

Awesome houses

Group picture- retarded ones are at the back:p

Jeju island famous grandpa stone figure and you can find it everyone in the island

you can imagine what it looks like!

Ghost house - it only cost 1000 won ($1) to get in

Sunrise!

This is korea's red light district thou it doesn seem like one

Jeju island where it is famous for their stones and rocks formed from a volcano

Korea's traffic woman. super amusing
Shopping district

Sun Valley resort where i experienced slight earthquake- my bed was shaking in the middle of the night which really freaked me out totally

Mixed breed! tiger and lion and it look so cute

Coudless Sky!

Sun valley resort

Koreas delicious bbq food- cant believe i ate amost more than 3 bowls of rice everyday

Skiing team!

i sweared it was super tiring we were actually perspiring at a temperature of 2 degrees

Camwhoring in the train

2009-01-22T07:40:00.000-08:00

just arrived ..
i'm in malaysia now@ my cousin's place
going KOREA soon!!!!

:D

2009-01-18T05:47:00.000-08:00

supper@ tongshui cafe fyonne and me

supper @ arabia cafe near hajiland . food is a thumb up =))

Billybombers with my sister and vic

well as you can see

i have been having supper almost everytime i go to work

and i swear this is super unhealthy lifestyle and i seriously have to work out soon

i guess.

and today will be my last day of work before i leave town

finally i'm able to convert my body clock and rest sufficiently before cny

i will definitely miss work!

2009-01-12T07:47:00.000-08:00

amelia's bag

My bag!

Finally we got our pay

and i can't believe i actually manage to earn that much to sustain me for

quite long even though i saved some

i 've been so preoccupied with my work quite alot

maybe becos i have nothing better to do and to earn more for my expenses for my korea trip

Each day pass so quickly without much anticipation

Without apprehension especially so of getting our A level results back

becos i know its gonna be a bad one

in retrospect, i think i screwed it up

but i can foresee anything right now

all i wanna do is to

-close my eyes

-close my ears

-close my mouth

2009-01-06T19:23:00.000-08:00

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know

2009-01-05T07:16:00.000-08:00

My off day

i have not pretty much to do at home

except for

clearing my room

painting my nails and i took 2 hours

Repainting my antique paint again although it really look quite awful

surprise my parents with my homemade dinner

Made chocoloate banana milkshake

watched channel 8 yueniang the last episode although i didn fervently catch it

Ate maggiemee for supper with my sister

and finally blog

and i'm gonna sleep soon

hope it will rejuvenate myself

XOXO

people now

2009-01-04T08:44:00.000-08:00

i have seen so many weathers now at least
and its always so unpredictable
and this is how life works
and the world has become impervious to its inner core
and all it cares is all the embellishment
with beautiful forest and flowers
so what if the flowers are fake
so what if the world is painted with ornament
who cares if the soils are rich and nutritious
who cares if the natural oil and fossil fuels are gone
all it matters is the fabric of embroidery
i dun care about enhancement
i just wonder where are all the earnest soul
Will i get the standard of the world
devoid of artificiality

gradys
( my spontaneous prose interpret it all u can)

2008-12-31T00:45:00.000-08:00

can you hold me
and never let go
when you touch me
and its me that you want

2008-12-30T21:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHIRSTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

A New Year is unfolding
Grant that I may bring no tear to any eye
When this New Year in time shall end
Let it be said I've played the friend,
Have lived and loved and labored here,
And made of it a happy year
Everytime after 365 days i would start penning down my new year annual regular resolutions
But this time, i shall not break them
And be perfect to someone or everyone

my countown to 2009 would be at loof
Bye 2008

2008-12-22T21:00:00.000-08:00

KL trip

Grea food - its always cheap and nice

The gardens - just beside Midvallley shopping mall and it has great stuff there

2008-12-18T21:10:00.000-08:00

When everything changes

Love remains the same

even it can conquer imperfections to make it utterly perfect

is it that innocent?

2008-12-14T06:53:00.000-08:00

My world is slowly caving in
All the while
i'm hanging on
Cause that is all I know
Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
i've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile

2008-12-14T06:17:00.000-08:00

thanks for the free mojito

Strawberries!!!!

Cherries for free

me, haikal and heather :)

@indochine Forbidden City

nice candles @ royalplaza

2008-12-07T03:07:00.000-08:00

if you judge people

you do not define them

but you define yourself

2008-12-01T21:13:00.000-08:00

omg finally i'm connected to the cyberspace again
but i'm currently using Wireless@ SG at my new house becos there's sth wrong with my broadband although i called to transfer the line which makes me feel annoyed
been so busy moving and clearing myhouse
plus late nights working at loof with all the heaty fried food supper
with my dad non-stop nagging me to quit
that i'm down with fever now
goin off to work soon

please get well soon
XOXO

2008-11-27T05:18:00.000-08:00

PROM NIGHT @ LEGENDS FORT CANNING PARK
(let the visuals do the saying) i love this dress so much gonna keep this with me forever and ever

this clutch only cost me 19 bucks

the food there is honestly quite bad i must say.

we saw mel and dom at take kanebo for the small makeover plus hairdo and a photoshot. it only cost us 45 with 3o voucher to redeem

najib's band

liyun and me

kelly and me

theresa,mel,me

mel,mel,me

jolene and me

sharon my pri sch mate and me

dan @ coffeeclub

daniel and me

mel, daryl, ridz and me

good night everyone

2008-11-24T09:49:00.000-08:00

A LEVEL IS OVER

these two freakin years of education has finally
come to an end and i seriously hope it will
becos i do want to seat for another round
of examination.tat will kill me

these 2 years have definitely taught me lots of
lessons. bad and good memories. whatever it is
i dun really regret coming to sr.

although everything is over
i feel a sense of ambivalency

fortunately i have lots of things to keep me occupied in this tiny island
been busying moving house, embellish my room
working@ loof with amelia,rowell,john
maybe i'll be working @ just education for my cousin in day
teaching
shoppin therapies
piano lessons
...
..

FREE FALLING

2008-11-09T18:51:00.000-08:00

OMG
A level
GP-was shit
MATHS- was gay
CHEMISTRY- was ok but made lots of careless mistakes :(
BIOLOGY- was unexpected

can't wait for it to be over
awaiting for the next 12 days
gonna start studying for chemistry p2 and econs p2 tmr!!!
can i order some time and motivation and UPSIZE PLS

2008-10-26T09:48:00.000-07:00

A LEVEL EXAMINATION IS SOON TO COME!

i'm missing someone
i'm missing something
all i need to do now is to STUDY
i left barely a week

2008-10-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY WEDDING my cousin bruce and his wife joyce

all my relatives were amused by the little popcorn machine

special signature book

brandon performed for his brother so sweet

congrats to my cousin and joyce

it was really a wonderful and special wedding they had

with cartoon animation of them

with a mini little truck that drove them down the hallway

aww w...

2008-10-01T18:51:00.000-07:00

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf
I watched the morning sky .
The sun was relatively benign as i watched the clouds move its way along the vast of blue.
The exposure to emptiness didn't last long as my thoughts randomized.
Apart from the many beautiful faces this world holds,
it is not what i need
the one that i need is that true soul
beautiful in my eyes...
i am more than willing...
at heart

gradys

2008-10-01T18:44:00.000-07:00

i can'tbelieve i spent my hari raya holiday @ northpoint bk to study
although it wasn't productive enough , fiona and i did manage to study some
to prepare for our PRE A LEVEL EXAMINATION which is around the corner
omg i can't believe we have to sit for another round of exams

mepleasestudy

2008-09-27T01:37:00.000-07:00

2008-09-27T01:28:00.000-07:00

Don't be here for me

Be here with me

Then you know for sure we're meant to be

And not just because we feel we have to be

2008-09-07T02:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HEATHER
Sorry babe, couldn;t attend your birthday party
i know i have missed out all the fun but i cannot afford to misss my tuition
Hope you had a fabulous day and all the best for your future endeavours!
see you soon:)

2008-09-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

my sweetest RABBIT
she strangles the cage and screams for dry food when shes starving
i love this dress and i want to own it

i have watched 4BIA twice.One was in the cinema. it was a goosebumps pop pin experience and i missed several parts of the movie be cos i was obviously covering my eyes and ears. and the other one was at home , watching it with my parents and i managed to recover what i missed in the cinema. it was definitely an interesting movie with 4 stories and i swear it was filled with suspense and anti climax moments which freak me out. overall i can say its a good movie and i will give 3.5 out of 5 bites.
i have been a couch potato lately, watchin Prom night and PS i love you consecutively
i must start investing in my study bank like very very soon
As is just 2 more months away and and i must or know i'm strong enough to pick myself up from the high tide and ride through the waves
holiday is coming to an end soon:( time speed drives

2008-09-02T06:00:00.000-07:00

We bought the same high waist skirt together at bugis and amelia and i wore them out together. its kinda weird though but we look like we are from "leopard airline"

2008-08-31T04:04:00.000-07:00

What has no colour nor an age
it is unpredictable it is uncontainable
it is reliable it is infallible
it is right it is wrong
it is weak it is strong
it is good it is pure
it is real it is sure
it is dead it is alive
it is lost it is gain
it is naked it is raw
it is here it is there
it is beautiful it is fair
it is great it is shit
it is everything it is all

-Gradys

ohh divine

2008-08-26T21:32:00.000-07:00

i havent been blogging for eon eon
being neglecting this blog and people around me
all because of my preliminaries,been investing alot in my study bank
and i hope the returns will be good ( the paper sucks though)
although i still have more paper to go
i just have this sudden urge to blog and penning down my thoughts

the past few days,i have been very thankful to have fiona studyin with me for being a good fren(thks for your little kitty note), amelia for helping me with my work ( thanks for carrying that thick stack of paper for me to tuition and pls remember to wipe your mouth properly dear haha ), my family who has been asking me not to stress up and asking me to relax and sleep ( Althought it didt really help much) and i wanna take this opportunity to apologise to someone whom i have been doubting alittle and seeing things from one side( pls do sth u have the potential to do)

TEN things i can't wait to do!!!
1.Recharge myself - pamper and chill my brain cells and skin
2.Shopping ( not virtual shoppin)
3.Exercise / rollerblading
4.Sleeping
5.Sunning
7.Reading
8.Catchin up
9.Movie maraton
10.Moving back to my house soon!!!
( have to postpone becos my dad doesn;t want to affect my studies) ;(

left chemistry paper 1 ...
Biology paper 3 was rather easy maybe becos i love studyin biology
Await for that one more....

yours truly

cousin's WEDDING

2008-07-12T21:21:00.000-07:00

Yida a singaporen singer

this is totally unglam. who took a pic of me in the toilet!

@the reception
my nephew and nierce

my cute little parents

Congrats to the newly wed

i ve been very busy lately

had tuition on friday after school got home quite late because amelia and i had gone some last minute shopping at this fashion . haha omg can't believe that we were in this fashion

but they certainly have some nice and cheap clothing like what she has said

so i think it;s worth trying to patronise at this fashion

woke up at 2 am that night to bring my eden and my aunty from the train station

went back to sleep for about a few hours before heading to school

and came back again for preparation for my cousin's wedding, had a fun night

got home aftermidnight seriously deadbeat

woke up early in the morning for breakfast with my relatives and folks

it was really nice having a long breakfast with conversation over coffe with them as i haven been doin this with my folks lately

and im really glad that my aunty gave me loads of new contact lenses and made me a new pair of specs ,maybe i should try wearing them out

goin out again later for dinner with some of my other relatives

this is how i pass my long awaited weekend

everyweekend seems a fleeting moment

i'm just not goin to do anything this weekend
looking at my pile of workload just put me off

procastination knows my name
but i must definitely stop PROCRASTINATING

because my A's is soon to come
so please grant me unwavering determination

goin to catch some forty winks

and maybe i'll study for my electrochemistry test tmr

XOXO

2008-06-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

haven been penning down my thoughts for quite some time

well, just got back from my tuition

and i'm super lethargic now been spending the whole day out

went nlb in the morning with amelia and i swear the library was packed like sardines

even thought its like holidays and we have to rush like some kiasu aunty at the market

to grab a good seat. fortunately,we managed to get a nice place

so coincidentally we saw cheryl mar with her fren

finally,we got to see our sec school fren and we have indeed missed out alot from each other

had lunch together and done some catching up.

we had a great time with shopping at bugis street

amelia and i bought a nice top each at chandelier at level 2

i really love their clothes from there because it comes only with limited pieces

and they are different from the rest of the stalls down the street

so its definitely worth patronising it although there are many irresistable temptations

oh well, each week passes so quickly

and everytime friday comes

it'll be chemistry tuition

i have to go even though my exams are just over

although the subject itself seems dreadings

mr looh always manage to liven the lessons

like how he pronounced my name as "grady"

how he make all kinds of odd jokes

how he make us ignite our interest in chemistry

how amelia and i always draw his face on our papers

and just last week

amelia's sweetheart went to look for her

and bought her roses

and bought me a sunflower

just because he didn want me to feel leftout

thats so sweet of him

2008-05-29T22:47:00.000-07:00

yayy...midyears is finally over
its time for.....

REJOICE
REJUVENATE
REALIZE
REVISE
REVAMP

real stuff

2008-05-24T01:34:00.000-07:00

I'm so glad that 4 papers are over now
awaiting for the next 3 sets of paper to go, it seems somehow endless
well, i have been bombarded with questions after questions relentlessly during examination with
eye-poping chemistry questions
sleep inducing general paper
repetitive answers for economics
to sum up, brain drain effects from all of them
i just can;t see why people can be indefatigable
constantly studying the hell out of them

have you even wonder what is the value of examinations?

for self enrichment or for the sick of having good grades get into university amongst high competition in sg
perhaps its very true in sg as hard work really gurantee success i guess
to get a balanced cheque book and a great career
or maybe more intellectual and wise
let me not digress anymore

my brain is definitely weakening
i have been studying with fiona at the library for the past few days only with some day which is
productive
i'm gonna rest for the day and start studying for my next paper

Respiration
photosythesis
hormonal control
........

@swissotel

2008-05-15T10:55:00.000-07:00

(let the visuals do the saying) New asia bar-Levels 71 & 72, Equinox Complex
At the highest point of the Equinox Complex, it offers really impressive views of Singapore.

Equinox Complex-floors slanting 20 degrees to spectacular perimetre views!

we just went to tour around the new asia bar

the exotic looking green fairy absinthe - her bd present from her special one
amelia and rowell-may you guys always be so SWEET :)

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AMELIA

you've been such a fantastic friend all this while

stay happy always and of course

all the best for A levels!

2008-05-11T05:09:00.000-07:00

everyone is living in utopia
with ethereal quality of everything in life
it may seem so idyllic
but its just a transient nature
when in the end
in reality you found that it is just a fleeting moment
so full of shapes is fancy
that it alone is high fantastical

2008-05-05T09:31:00.000-07:00

Good night, sleep tight,

Don't let the bedbugs bite,

Wake up bright

In the morning light

To do what's right

i miss your goodnight

sleep tight

hugging tight

sweet dreams

tuck tuck tuck

mwah

2008-04-30T21:41:00.000-07:00

omg i have just discovered kiwiberry my mom bought
i was like" mom are u sure these are kiwi"
i fell in love it when i first popped into my mouthh
they are like the baby kiwi with soft skin, hairless, skin and they taste so sweet
addictive and they are so different from those big and hairy normal kiwi
and you can just pop into your mouth like a grape
although is quite expensive and i think its worth the splurge
this is just a random post
but i find fruit too amusing

2008-04-29T01:39:00.000-07:00

my cutest little living thing at home

2008-04-29T01:22:00.000-07:00

omg i had the worst cramps of all today
as usual i didn go to school today
i knew it and my mom was like well dun go to school then
so i ate a panadol and went back to sleep and woke up at noon
and lazed around till 2 plus
staying at home made me realise that i have only 21 days left to study for my
MID YEARS
this is freaking short and how am i gonna finsihed all the syllabus in less then 1month
can';t the college realise that they are driving us to full capacity
and it really reduces our productivity and welfare
can;t they implemet contractionary policies
so that our output will increase and improve our welfare

please lead us to a new revolution

2008-04-27T02:46:00.000-07:00

FREE FRIDAY
after all the hectic school days
friday feels like a burden is lifted off my head
finally is the last day of the weekdays
well had a little conversation over coffee with melissa after school
at spinelli and did some retail therapy
bought 3 pairs of earstuds at only 2.50 from diva
thinking that we should be more frugal or thrifty since the economy is not doin well
we decided to have a full and cheap dinner at the foodcourt
afterwhich i went to for tuition and amelia was late as usual

awaiting for the next friday and the subsequent one. . . .

2008-04-27T02:42:00.000-07:00

AWFULLY CHOCOLATE

the best chocolate ice cream in town

thanks valerie for that treat

2008-04-21T05:41:00.000-07:00

they say it fades , if you let it

2008-04-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,That I am on your side
Didn't I, DidnI tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your sidedidn't I,
didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you?
It's not always the sameno
it's never the same
if you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another

missed out on each other now

2008-04-06T07:16:00.000-07:00

If i could paint a picture so perfectly,i wouldn't have to write it all in a thousand different ways just to get to the point of how i am feeling.

2008-03-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

a stream of consciousness have been flowing through my mind unconsciously
never have i been wanting to be alone for a long time
yea i'm all alone no one to seek to , initially i felt helpless
but then it gives me time to myself searching my inner thoughts
You fall in love every once in a while but to fall truely in love doesn't come easy.
I did find it
But i caused for it to walk away yet he still listens and loves me from afar
He loves me for who i am and i love him for who he is
How foolish i am and my imperfections that took me away from my inner self
the kind of flawless i want to be
the once words that filled with angels now with demons
still so constant, yet so different
i always wonder, where is my fighting chance?

truth held within my confused heart

2008-03-22T02:20:00.000-07:00

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
"She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me\

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this aroundI know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

2008-03-20T22:48:00.000-07:00

i think i have to list our short,medium and long-term goals then seriosuly
categorise them in order of their impotance...

2008-03-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

STAR OPEN SKY

2008-03-16T05:58:00.000-07:00

the beauty in love , to me, is just like a poppy flower,
it is fragile and delicate,yet also very strong
it is hardly enough to grow by a polluted city street
but then it dies very quickly
each time i fell in love
its similarly contrasting,intriguing

2008-03-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

the sun is finally out today after much pouring days
maybe because my honey bear will be back today!

he painted the sun for me today
to give the warmth that i never recieved for the past cold days
and that you can't recieved from me either
you are missed by me

2008-03-12T07:53:00.000-07:00

this week was a very tiring and busy one
definitely not because of studying but becasue my aunty and my cousin came to
singapore from malaysia for vacation
this is why i have been goin out for the past few days
shopping,eating with my relatives and had a photoshoot with elieen at clarke quay.
been having fun but the moody weather put us off
it has been raining for days and i feel cold all the time
and i just sent my relatives off today at tanjong railway station
i'll miss them

2008-03-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

lemon chicken rice at habour front hawker centre
friedrice
champion keeper!

cutest lil thing on earth

met my honey bear in school early

because my parents have to gp springfield early

had $2 breakfast at macs

head to school to get my A level chinese result

and i couldnt' believe i actually scored C omg

is that a miracle i actually gotC when i always got less than a D

but owells guess i'm lucky

2008-03-12T07:39:00.000-07:00

thanls for all the wishes and gifts
and greatly grateful of all those:)

2008-03-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

Based on my birthday(facebook application)
27FEB
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a loving person. Your Love, You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

my strength :) Optimistic, brilliantly sociable and motivated to win the best in life
my weaknesses :( Unrealistic, stubborn and reluctant to confront problems
jobs i should persue :Politicians and media men

2008-03-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

bought this pair of lovely shoes from guess with bernard

couldn't believe we slipped away from studying to go and enjoy some retail therapy

which ended me purchasing this

is simply irresistable

2008-03-06T05:01:00.000-08:00

MY COMMON TEST OFFICIALLY ENDED TODAY
i swear i'm goin to hang loose like never before
after all the late night studying
organic chemistry,macro-fiscal monetary folicies and all the neroune transmission,calvin cycle....
influx of coffee making me awake potentially
its now the time to

rejuvenate me

2008-02-26T04:54:00.000-08:00

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame'
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right

2008-02-24T04:24:00.000-08:00

We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide
Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside
I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time
The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes
Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside

2008-02-18T04:14:00.000-08:00

valentine
a burgeoning appreciation from me
i couldn't thank more for your this lovely priceless surprise solely from you
i knew you up to something with my locker dear
you guarded me with tenderness
beliving me the true me
i'm really appreciate the way you treat me so special
althought i think i'm not and dun really deserved it
but it hits me when you tried so hard and keep faith in me
you really the only on that does so
making me a brand new me
thanks for being so understanding
althought i'm to blame you gave in to me
and everything you do reassures me that i;m appreciated
i wanted to let you know you mean much to me
i'm sorry for being such a spoilt brat
i feel lost today

2008-02-17T04:57:00.000-08:00

this is fuuny
a day at home with my sister
doing nothing, but sitting seperatly studying
and waiting for our parents to be back

gradys 'sweet pandemonium says:
oi
gradys 'sweet pandemonium says:
call my mommy lehh
`..chArlottE JY tAn.. ♥♡ ..Ryan WS Ng-..` says:
my
gradys 'sweet pandemonium says:
lol
gradys 'sweet pandemonium says:
sorry
gradys 'sweet pandemonium says:
haha
gradys 'sweet pandemonium says:
call our mommy

cny

2008-02-15T04:10:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year

it ain that bad after all

this festive season was a jolly one
with many visitings and feasting

i definitely had a great time

2008-02-13T05:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE =)
CUPID"S CUP CAKE
at melissa house red-become-pink icing sugar
rainbow cuppy cakes! our final product :)
melissa's dog
amusing dog i have ever seen

process

step one: add 75g of butter

3 tablespoons of sugar

one lightly beaten egg

1/4 vanilla essence

1 tablespoon of milk

5 tablespoon of flour with baking powder

mix everything smoothly
1: beat butter and sugar until it become light and creamy
2: add milk and vanilla essence
3: add flour

pour in the mixture

tadaaa

made by melissa and gradys
our very own to our very one

2008-01-31T04:31:00.000-08:00

Studied biology
this is my senario everynight
i swear without doubt it's totally unproductive when you are physically and mentally worned out
school has been enervating for the past consecutive days
incessant tests nad tutorials are sucking up my brain cells
i'm seriously lacking of my precious sleeps
god bless all

2008-01-31T04:24:00.000-08:00

my pretty tantalising aroma of scent

2008-01-26T19:16:00.000-08:00

not enough hearts

2008-01-25T17:52:00.001-08:00

i woke up early today which is the usually me
especially during the weekends which repay my lack of sleep during the weekdays
weekdays simply vaccum up all my energy time and braincells
but then again weekends are no better as there's biology and maths test this coming week
gonna really study soon......

my wants ;))

2008-01-25T06:39:00.000-08:00

http://www.gucci.com/us/us-english/us/fall-winter-07/wallets/#181672_F4FOG_8420

2008-01-23T03:36:00.000-08:00

cutest little thing on earth

my adorable wonderful rabbit

2008-01-23T03:34:00.000-08:00

we live in such a beautiful world
but with people with beautiful minds and heart?
we have to bear in mind that we human beings are sentient
we all have a stream of consciousness regardless of who you are
but we have the propensity to forget and assume that people are impassive
so easily consume other's supposition and theory which of no logic
so susceptible as it is
please knock some sense into you

whatever it may be
i still believe there are some people with beautiful mind and heart